boycott to defund imperialism

It's 3:07 am and I've been thinking about where my life is going. How my lifestyle is making me move away from the fundemental experiences that life contains. I am speaking ofcourse about love, which I am unsure I've ever felt for anybody, except my mother when I was a young child. And about fear and surprise and boredom instead of an overflow of information that you can't process. What mine and most peoples childhoods must have been like. Shortly into my journey, two passenger comes aboard, whom I often encounter on my trains of thought these days.

Firstly if you think about Jeffrey Epsteins lifestyle, you must think "that must be the furthest you can get from the fundemental experiences of life". Imagine you gain conciousness in a human body in a forrest. That is the complete opposite of what Jeffrey Epstein has experienced. From that point you would have to build a great and strange construct which brings further and further away from the foundation of life in order to experience what Jeffrey Epstein has experienced.
Secondly a child growing up in Gaza, altough experiencing the most fury of this great and strange construct, feels to me like above it all. They stand below the construct much closer the life's foundation.
So in conclusion I feel sorry for Jeffrey Epstein, when comparing him to a child growing up in Gaza, because he never got to experience what real humans get to experience.